2 more days until the concert.
it's like the sec 4's last performance. ):
oh well.
i dont know why i'm feeling so tired?
it's not like i'm working or what. =/
weird uh.
hah.
i hope somehow i can play my jericho on that day.

oh, & playing with the bubble tea pearls is fun. but i didnt mean it to land on cx's back =x sorry. :) heh
i want to go out and have fun. and forget all my troubles. :D:D:D
CANT WAIT.

I went to watch The Enchanted with SooChing and Sharlynn today . It's a really nice show. & after the movie, SooChing poured popcorn-sssss on my back on purpose. -.- hmph.

Going to band is just so ____ these days. i wanna go far far far far away. where no one can find me. ya ya ya. im a idiot, good for nothing, whatever. i simply dont give a shit anymore. @#$% !

I wish love in reality could be like those in fairytales which have happy endings always.

@.$.#.%

BADDD DAY. ): @#$% ! screwwwwww you people. hmph . >:@

KokKeong !

<3

foood

I wanna lose 8more kg . :D i hope i can.
BUT BUT, i'm still gonna go eat Sushi Tei with Vannie ! =/


Why oh why cant i resist foood.

Vannie, we are not childish (: hehe.
KK & I drew the truth for you. =X

helloo :D

I just came back from my cousin's house yesterday! ;D
i played with my cousin's dog. :D:D but it's very rough although it's a girl -.- my hand got so many scratch marks luh ! We went swimming too! It was FUN. haha! && i love my nephew please. he's so super cute. :D:D but on the thrid day, i fell sick D: it was so horrible. i kepttt blowing my nose until my skin on my nose is starting to peel. ewww. ): so pain. so i slept almost the wholeeeee day during the last two days of my stay over there! ): i will go back again next month!! :D:D it's super fun. and i am even allowed to drink coke for breakfast! but maybe that's why i got sick =/

Today, i went for band. && kokkeong and i put our ____ into ____'s bag!! :D:D finally! =X
and uh VANNIE, thank you for your donuts today ah! I LOVE YOU!
in the afternoon, i went to my daddy's friend farewell lunch at Carousel. The food was okayokay only. =/ Then i went to my daddy's friend house! They have a effing cute doggy! & many hamsters tooo! they are so cute and extremely nice to touch! the fur is SO soft! :D

I MISS MY HAMSTERS ! Why did they have to die. sigh. Fatty was such a loving father. and kitty was such a loving mother. and chester, mike were such great brothers tgth.i miss having to find Chester around the house whenever he sqeezed out of his cage. sigh . ok. i shall stop. =X

BUT now, i really really want a dog. i'm so in love with golden retrivers and huskies.
I hope one fineeeee day, i will manage to convince my dad into keeping one! hmph .

The biscuit that CX and I think it's very very cute & yummy !

My beloved and naughty nephew <3

:D

bake .

Today's my daddy's birthday.

so, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!

My aunty came over to my house to celebrate my daddy's birthday.

:D

I think this pic is kinda funny. heh =X

Cake

In the late afternoon, i baked! :D:D:D

The Biscuit. :D:D

My family says it's yummy. dont know whether they lying anot. heh ;D

I met SooChing & Vannie to have breakfast before heading to school for band.
and yea, i still cant play my jericho -.-
and the concert is like only two more effing weeks!
HOW.
& some juniors are @#$% . Shall not say any further. >:@
Chong xiang is finally back, but only until the concert.
Sigh.
next year, no more ChongXiang, Helena, KokKeong .
AND AND ! Kokkeong didnt even say byebye to me after pee-ing and he just left!
HOW CAN RIGHT.
But nevermind, since he give me a "reasonable" explaination, i forgive him.
XOXO, kokkeong (:





MOST boys are dumb. If only all boys can be like Edward Cullen, what a wonderful world we would live in :D:D:D

Linkin Park! <3

I met Sooching at about 12 plus and we headed to the Singapore Indoor Stadium! It was so hard to find the busstop )): and therefore i reached there at 1pm plus plus . There were sooo many people queuing up alr! The queue started at 7am! wth. The sun was freaking hott too. until i got sunburnt -.- We took turns buying drinks and we drank like a total of 5 bottles! SO THRISTY.

Then, finally! at 7 pm we went in!! We ran to the front! i was like three rows behind the stage! Linkin Park was late again! They only started at 9.15! They first sang 'Given Up' ! I was @#$%-ing squashed please! EVERYONE was pushing and elbowing and punching each other! BUT it was FUNN ! Chester's voice is like heavenly okay. He's like the best singer in the whole wide world. The way he screams is so ahhhh. I LOVE HIM <3
Mike and Rob were cutee too! All of them were greattt! oh, The caucasians were really rough. They kept bumping into me. but there was one nice caucasian guy and lady who asked if i was okay. One caucasian guy even offered to help me take a picture of Chester. i was apparently too short among them -.-

THE CONCERT WAS @#$% AWESOME! but my whole body hurts like shit now. ): but it's definately worth it~ :D:D:D

& i should have concentrated more on looking at them rather then taking the low quality videos and blurred pictures. It was really hard to concentrate looking at them due to all the pushing and punching.

& the LPU fans were lucky . They got to meet Linkin Park for a short while .

Some of the blurry pictures

LINKIN PARK IS LOVE <3

i hope one fine day i'll be able to hug Chester and get his autograph ! (:

it would be the one of the happiest day of my life. :D

This is drawn by Soo Ching. It's supposed to be me! xD

It looks like me ~

HAHAHA . (:

Two more days~ ! :D:D:D:D

<3

I want MY Edward Cullen ): ):

ChongXiang came back to band yesterday!!
YAY!~
& he taught me the drums for American Idiot!
but i still dont know how to play the tomtom part. ):
and i cant play FAST enough.

i must learn the drumssss well! :D:D
i must !

so today, my mummy's side came over my house!
haha.
i ate ALOT again today . :)
heh
i miss my cousin, pamphylia.
hmph.


& thanks to someone who made me feel better last night . <3!
i buy you almond jelly next time x]

yay yay yay

:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
happy, sha-lalala~

heh :)

My two toddler cousins and my grandma are like staying in my hommie for one week!

My youngest cousin is like super cute.

he kissed me today!

hehe ~

I cant wait for Pamphylia, my other cousin to come over my house and stay over!

then, we can watch movies until 7 am again. :D

lala- <3

sweeets

pretty cupcakes

I am going to learn how to make cupcakes as preetty as these one day! :D:D:D

&& im not going skool tmr! xD

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK. i fucking hate this. i cant fucking take this anymore.

everything will be better if i didnt fucking exist.

i wish i would fucking die.

weeeee!
my daddy bought for Me & SooChing the LinkinPark concert ticket looong ago!
hmph.
bluff me, make me so worried luh.

why cant i play my xylophone fastttttt enough! ):

ooh. there was this malay guy in school, who was wearing slippers. he purposely made SUCH LOUUUD sounds with his slippers when he was walking. And when Mrs Tay asked him to stop. he purposely did it louderrr. i seriously hate those kinda people. they think they are sooooo coool or whatever when they do these kinda things. why are some malay guys like that? and im not being racist as i have a gooooood friend who is a malay.

seriously, they disgust the living shit out of me.

Empty by TheClickFive

Tried to take a picture
of love
didn't think I'd miss her
that much
I want to fill this new frame
but its empty
tried to write a letter
in ink
its been getting better
I think
I got a piece of paper
but its empty
its empty

maybe we're trying
trying too hard
maybe we're torn apart
maybe the timing
is beating our hearts
we're empty

and I've even wondered
if we
should be getting under
these sheets
we could lie in this bed
but its empty
its empty

maybe we're trying
trying too hard
maybe we're torn apart
maybe the timing
is beating our hearts
we're empty

oh oh
oh oh
oooooh
oh oh
oh oh

maybe we're trying
trying too hard
maybe we're torn apart
maybe the timing
is beating our hearts
we're empty

we're empty
we're empty

the party foood. :D

Soo effing yummy :D