May says: (02:31:07)

why singapore dont have these kinda people?

May says: (02:31:18)

then life won't so boring alr.

Eileen says: (02:31:25)

cos we dont have walmart

Good Answer.

go take a look : http://www.peopleofwalmart.com

OMG seriously.

Singapore should totally have walmart.

When there's no guiding left inside, what do you do?

OMGGGGG MUSE COMING MUSE COMING MUSE COMING ! :D:D:D

HEHEHEHE.

WTH TICKETS HAVEN EVEN START SELLING AND I KNOW SO MANY PEOPLE WHO ARE GOING ALR. OMGGGGGG

TIME TO START CONVINCING MY DAD !!! :D:D:D:D

okay, i promoted (:

but.. it sucks when my friends can't promote. it seriously sucks ttm.

somemore we got closer after promos. like all the fun and everything. ): 

ughh, idkkkkkkk ):

i must make use of my chance this time.

It's times like this when i really wish i could tell you stuff. 

i wish i could tell you whatever i was feeling right now. 

i really wish i could. 

I know that i would have instantly felt better even if you didn't do anything.

Blair: Chuck, NYU is not the Upper East Side. They don't care about Constance, or social hierarchy. They don't care that I'm Blair Waldorf! It's over.
Chuck: How can you do this to me? 
Blair: What are you talking about?
Chuck: I'm Chuck Bass. And I told you I love you. You're saying I'm easier to win over than a bunch of pseudo-intellectual homesick malcontents. You really insult me like that?
Blair: That's not how it is.
Chuck: It's exactly how it is. The next time you forget you're Blair Waldorf, remember I'm Chuck Bass. And I love you.

hahah, i just got reminded of my so called obssession with Kyle Patrick!

and YES I STILL LOVE HIM. :D

heheheh.

faster come back to singapore so i can take a picture with you ! :D

woohoo.

Chuck and Blair (:

GuitarHero !

ECP!

CYCLING AT ECP WITH CLASSMATES LAST WEEK :D

i realised i still can get darker! 

FUN. 

i'm gonna try and go cycling everyweek plus ice skating once a month!

Megan Fox body! :D HEHE.

& maybe cut down some food )':

oh escape today. even darker :(

but not that bad so oh well!

BBQ food :D

but really, the days all seem the same. /:

okay enough emoshitzx

BYE!

Blair: If it's real, we'll figure it out, all of us. But if it's not, then please, Chuck, just let me go.

Chuck: It's just a game. I hate to lose. You're free to go

Serena: Chuck, why did you just do that?

Chuck: Because I love her, and I can't make her happy.

omg, chuck is love.i actually teared when i watched that scene.

Happy Halloween !

:D

i love gossip girls !

HALLOWEEN WAS AWESOME TODAY!!!! WOOHOO! 

A HAPPIER LIFE NOW? :)

I want things to get better. for me, for all my friends. for the people i love.

Stop Crying Your Heart Out

Hold up
Hold on
Dont be scared
Youll never change whats been and gone

May your smile (may your smile)
Shine on (shine on)
Dont be scared (dont be scared)
Your destiny may keep you warm

Cos all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
Youll see them some day
Take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out

Get up (get up)
Come on (come on)
Whyre you scared? (Im not scared)
Youll never change
Whats been and gone

Cos all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
Youll see them some day
Take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out

Cos all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
Youll see them some day
Take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out

Were all of us stars
Were fading away
Just try not to worry
Youll see us some day
Just take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out
Stop crying your heart out
Stop crying your heart out

okay, so i just started watching gossip girls. slow, i know.

i LOVE it! now i understand why my friends love it too! :D

anways, i got U for chemistry. so i have to pass everything else if i do not want to retain. ha. my fault /: but nothing i can do now. ugh . this year has been quite bad. i just hope things get better? HAHA no way seriously. 

next week's gonna be (: or )"""""""""": 

& i'm thinking the latter.

i just hope.

but no point when they are false hopes.

):

goodnight.

keeep going out these days. feeling not too good?! like kinda tired. i think i will just go home after school tmr. tired ):

went cousin's house today. slacked. played with niece&nephew.

i'm so lazy to find my wire to connect the camera.

lazy.

oh. i think i'm retaining. 

can't help it.

/:

bye.

went out with Yanjie today! :D

<3

bought stuff. 

ate too much .

full now.

came home.

saw somthing.

i'm feeling horrible.

haha.

but it's okay.

:)

school tmr. 

sucks. 

nevermind.

i'm so tired.

tired.tired.tired.

'Everythings gonna be fine. Stay optimistic. If theres dark clouds coming up, theyll leave again. They always do. The world is round. Everythings round. The biggest invention of all times, the wheel is round. Things pass. Nothing will stay the same forever. No matter in how big a pile of shite youve gotten yourself - be it drugs, financial problems, fucked up relations: youll get over it. Itll go away just like the weather.' 

- Noel Gallagher

:D 

i love my friends! ( Cheryl! ) HHAHA HI.  

they make me happy for the smallest reasons. small things they do/say mean a lot! :)

anyways ! i went bowling today! :D okay. my score damn lousy. but that's not the point. so fun!!! :D 

i wanna play tennis,  volleyball next!!!! why must we get our results back next week!?!? so party pooper okay. :(

i like to play. 

bye! 

Happy Deepavali to myself! LOL.

pictures soon. i think.

i don't like you. neo wen xun. :D

Shopping is loveeeee ! :D bought jeans and teeshirt today! went shopping with Aneesa @ Ion! 

Wooohooo. 

can't wait for more shopping after getting money from Deepavali ! >:) 

whattheshit. i'm damn ass /:

hahahahha. anyways. i want Megan's Fox body! :D

but howwwww. i just freaking ate pizza hut ! at this time !

:(

oh well.

bye!

OVER (!!!)

I WANT PLAY.

tmr's the last paper (:

quite happy i guess?! 

i dont know. hahahahaha. 

but must still await the results which pretty much sucks.

oh well. I can't wait to go out and play.

:D

i'm very tired. i haven even finished one proper question in one hour plus. WTHXZ

die alr.

nooooo. 

i'm gonna do it somehow somehow somehow!!! 

i really don't want to retain :'(

insignificant to both of you /: 

were once two of the most important people in my life /:

now?

too fast.

i tried.

time to give up & move on?

i'm tired of missing people who don't miss me back. 

but it's okay.

i must just learn to move on.

& just wish really hard everything would be the same again (:

"Just because you keep something a secret doesn't mean it never happened, no matter how much you want that to be true." 

— Jodi Picoult (Vanishing Acts)

promos tmr :D

OMG :(

Forgive me for liking you too much, I’ll forgive you for not liking me enough. Forgive me for the loud racing of my heart, I’ll forgive you for not hearing it. Forgive me for finding you amazing, I’ll forgive you for never noticing. Forgive me for wanting to be with you more than anything, I’ll forgive you for avoiding me. Forgive me for being so pathetic, I’ll forgive you for taking advantage of it. Forgive me for not being able to let go, I’ll forgive you for never holding on.

-runawaytrain

We are all guilty of saving old messages from someone who became really special in our lives and going to familiar places that gives us that small twinge in our hearts and smiles on our faces. It's one of the most bittersweet feelings ever because every time that person crosses our minds, we remember the instances when we were happy and complete. 

-runawaytrain

Promos is like next Mon.

i gotta put in whatever i got for these few weeks.

i need to. somehow.

(: bye.

why do we always do things that we aren't supposed to do?

i hate your smell.

i hate your cheekily-cute smile.

i hate you.

how i wish i could.

i'm really losing it.

when you said forever&always, you didn't mean it baby.

"It’s the worst feeling in the world to love and hate someone all at the same time. And it’s hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. It’s funny but stupid how you want everything & nothing at the same time. It’s crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on, and when you want to move on but you’re stuck right where you started. When feelings come and go and you can’t decide what you want. When you have so many things to say but you don’t know where to start. When you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them farther and farther away. It’s so hard to think back to how things used to be and look at it now and realize that things are different and they may never be the same. You tell yourself it’s not worth it, but if it really didn’t matter, you wouldn’t spend so much time thinking about it." - runawaytrain

taken from Yanjie's blog which is from someone else i guess.

anyways,

although it still hurts deeply, i'm getting through each day better now. 

it's 1.57am

okay, i suddenly kinda woke up, felt very angry @IDK what, went to the fridge to get durian and soft drink .

eating now.

i shall go back to sleep after eating.

goodnight.

what's wrong/

this too shall pass.

okay, 

IDK! 

NOTIME!

numb.broken.empty.

may, you can do it (:

now i know.

i need to help myself . 

Thanks everyone who was trying to help me. (:

thanks.

Now, i need to mug my fucking ass off. 

i.do.not.want.to.retain.

i'm not going to give a @#$&@ about any other thing already.

i will try. 

at least.

try.

xoxo.

give me hope.
i love all of you who were there with me. you know who you are (:
i can never in my life ask for better friends.

you know how sometimes the truth is right there in front of you. but you keep denying and thinking otherwise?

is it time to accept the truth and move on? how would i know if it's the right thing to do, how would i know i would not regret and that i have made the wrong choice. 

the feeling. when you believe so much in something, only to find out in the end that it is not the way you thought it was going to be. 

is it worth it, going through all the pain again.

i guess i will feel too numb to care soon.

and i really hope that time comes soon.

never thought that it would be like this again. thinking positive when you know for a fact that it's not and will never be true is just lying to yourself. 

why can't things be right. 

i'm not expecting too much anymore.

but it's still the same.

hate the fact that i'm feeling like this. weak. 

HELLO ! I WATCING CINDERELLA ON ICE TMR (!!!) YAY!
i thought no one would wanna watch with me!? but my classmates want to! :D heh.
woohoo.

bye for now!
xoxo.

yanjie, ur swollen sprained foot! HAHAHHAHAHAHA BIGGER THAN YOU!!! ;X

just so you know, it hurts so bad. hope this passes. i really hope so. mistakes and mistakes over and over again. when will i learn to make the right one.
i need to be stronger. i need to change.

HAHAHA

HELLO. it's been like ages since i blogged right. oh wells. anyways last week i went to have lunch with YANJIE !!! super happy okay. she understands me and everything . no matter how silly or funny i sound , she still understand me. maybe we re aliens or smth. hmmmm. anyways i really hope we can go out agian soon. like real soon. it's been a million years since we last met.

and i also haven met sooching, qinghui and sharlynn for super super long too. :( let's meet soon okay. it's ur holidays now. but i still have school! wts ): come my house! HAHHAHAHA. but sooching, i will make sure there's no food in my house for you and vannie! YAY! :D

anyway school. soo tiring. like always. i've not started serious studying yet! hello may?!?! omg. if i retain i will just idk what?! :( lucky my friends so force me to study <3
hehehe


EILEENKHOO. I LOVE YOU!!!!!

<3 stay happy foreverrrrrrrrrrr
(!)

i love my family and friends :)

hahahahahah.
random,
bye!

HI CHERYL. i also told the ugly angmo that you think he's like superrrrr HOT. :)

kayy. bye! HOPEFULLY GOT PICTURES SOOOOOON!

ohoh i'v been watching movies hehehe. i watched the proposal, GI joe, UP ( YAY !), the orphan, haunting in connectictut (?!) .
SOOCHING, WE CANT WATCH FINAL DESTININATION. that sucksssss :(

oh wells.

BYEEE! love.

if it's real, we'll make it through

hi yingzhang :D
HAHA.

whattheshit. i seriously have nothing to blog. too boring , my life. seriously.
oh and im supposed to be doing work now?! but i really cant.

i am beginning to feel sucky every single day?
yanjie?!?! i really really really wish we were in the same school. so many things i wanna tell you? but i simply cant. cause it's quite hard as you're not here.

:(

noooooo, i am gonna be happy from now on. im not gonna care about uneccessary things in my life anymore. simply not worth it.
it freaking sucks that the person you care for doesnt really do the same? okay. i may be like over thinking and stuff. but really.
i wish i could __, __ , __ , __ .

seriously x infinity hope things will be much much much better SOON :)

i dont know what to do.

haven posted for like super longgg. okay not much happened actually.
but why's there so much homework?! and i've got to start mugging alr, if i dont wanna retain at the end of the year! :(
sucks for lifeeeeee.

OHOH, MY DADDY BOUGHT GUITAR HERO FOR ME ALR! :D:D:D
DAMN FUNNNNNNNN.
Eileen, Bun, Nick loo & lawrence came my hosue to play on sunday! :D
after that we watched movieee.
didnt do hwk tho :X

heh.

:D
you can come play too cathermoley! :D

ffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff !

:(

sooooooooo, school has started! OH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !
homeworks, pw, chinese a level oral this week ( OMG IDONTWANT TO FAIL!!! ) !

back to studies again. damn boring i swear. but at least have people like my classmates, and my ig ! :D

reasons to attend school.

ohoh, and i've the urge to start finding time to bake again! w
weeeeeeeeeeeeeee !

:D
alrights. update soon i hopeeee. :D

xoxo. missing the people i miss now!
meet up soon i really hope .

(:

Read this from Cheryl's blog and i thought it was kinda true
:
You can't just drop something and expect it to be fine and normal. the very least least is that you broke it. it can never be the same again.

yeah. some people expect you to be alright after a short while. they just dont understand the hurt that you might have felt throughout .

i'm really gonna start caring less.

anyways, exams over soon ( last paper chinese tmr!!!) HHAHA
steamboat with some 4e2 peeps! :D

EXAMS THIS WEEK
HAHA.

CANT WAIT FOR FRIDAY! VANNNNNIEEEEEEEEEEEE ! :D

loveeeee !

<3

TODAY FINALLY WENT OUT WITH SOOCHING, SHARLYNN AND QINGHUI!!!!!

WOOHOO. had funnnnnnnn. :D

i love you guys forever ! :)

hang out again sooooon :D

):
dont wanttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt !!!

sucks ttm.

Cathermoley's birthday party@ Gladys house

& IG dinner .

<3

CATHERMOLEY!

YUMMYZX.

Heeheh.
WHY MY SMILE LIKE THAT WITHOUT BRACES.
I LOVE DENISEMINER. LOVE EILEENWANTING TOO
BUN&LAWRENCE !
looooooove.

smellybelly&nickloo.

by nick loooo.

• BYTHEWAY, I HATE IT I HATE ITTTTTTTTTTT/ MY RETAINERS. OMGOMGOMGOMG.
• I CANT FREAKING SMILE NORMALLY NOW. LOOK LIKE SOME RETARD :(
• V SAD/
• SERIOUSLY.
• :(

thanks catherine! :D:D:D YAY LETS HAVE A BUM OUTING SOON KAY WHEN JESSIE COMES BACK!

:D:D:D:D:D !
love my classsssss.

Batam Trip. some pictures only (:

IM DAMN LAZY TO POST ANYTHING . AHHHHHHHHH.
OKAY MAYBE TMR OR TMRTMR OR TMRTMTMR.

BYE

DAMN ANNOYING ! ):

egqughaiaejfajeifjsgjwopegjwegbhwophjreaojga.
i wish you were online yanjieeeee ):
sigh.

anyway, will be going batam for ocip on sunday till thurs.
hope it'll be fun :)

Pictureeeeees! :D

:D

Pris & Law !

love.

Birthday kids :D

THANKS DOROTHEA, AUDREY, CATHERMOLEY, JESSIE FOR THE BALLONS! VVV PRETTYYY! :D HAHHAHA.

THANKS ASHLEY & DARYL FOR THE INEDIBLE BREAD !

HAHAHA I LOVE MY CLASS & IG 14 !

lovelovelove.

bye!

thanks (:

Thanks JessieTan, Dhivya, Sashe bestie, Lawrence, YiWen, Yanjie, Sooching, Audrey, Kokkeong, YingZhang(Bun), Catherine, Eileen, Devage, JeromeMao, Ragu, DarrenOng, Clara, Haolan, Aneesa, Sharon, Afni, Mummy, Vannie, Qinghui, Darius, Sharlynn, Francesca, Dorothea, Cheryl pretty, Ann, Melody, Vanessa, Daddy, YouJing, Joey, Nicholas, Pamela, Charmaine, Kris, Yuwei, Sham & people who wished me on FB !

Thanks to 1t31, Geraldine, Haolan, Daryl & IG 14 for singing the birthday song & having yummy cakes to eat! :D thanks to IG14 for making me do an embarrassing forfeit! HAHAHAHA :D I STILL LOVE YOU GUYS.

THANKYOU FOR MAKING MY BIRTHDAY FUN & AWESOME! :D
I LOVE YOU GUYS! i really do! :)

pictures tmr or something! too tired now!

xoxo,

just keep pretending :)

I KNOW I HAVEN BLOG FOR UBER LONG! MY STUPID COMP SPOILLLL !!!!
even till now haven fixed properly please! :'(
i need my msn back like NOW NOW NOW!!!
i cant freaking use windows messenger also. see how pathetic. only can use the internet.

:(

booooo. hopefully i can get a new comp soon!!!
so anyway, school's been as usual ! hahahah.
:)

xoxo. i miss alot of you!!!
YANJIE,SOOCHING,QINGHUI, SHARK, VANNIE, PAMELA and everyone la! :(
dont have time to read your blogs also! :(

see you sooon!!

:D
so on friday, my school had a concert- syf presents.
Law was not bad in dance :D:D YAY YOU.
Francesa was in band. wayyyyyyyy awesome!!! :)
dickson in guitar esemble. HAHAHAH :D your face so black la :X
oh welllll.
after that, supper with Ig at Newton :D yummy but wayyyyyy not full please!
):
i miss the ig!!! :D

saturday(yesterdayyyyyyy)
went to eat again with my mummy's side. celebrate Mother's day !
yay. more yummy and oily food.
butttttttttttttttttt, i really decided to lose weight/get fitter/ toner/ whatever.

must cut down on my beloved chocolates :'''''''''''( x ALOT!
oh well.
nooooooo choice !
tsktsk.

oh yeah. Bun, eileen and me decided to take cab to school on friday so we can sleep in and still reach school early.
but guess what.
we were late -.-
HAHAHA :D we are sooooooooo sillllly please!

no pictures cause my camera's batt flat and im soooooo lazy to charge it.

ig outing/studying tmr?

xoxo.

:D !

Yanjie understands everything i want say. okay maybe not EVERYTHING.
but 99.999999999999999999999999999999999999% of the time.

i love you, Yanjie! (:
thanks for always always being there for me.
twice @ 3 am.
it means alot.
(:

I LOVE BUN AND EILEEN! :D
i always sms them random stuff (?) in school!
& they never fail to reply me. although bun's sms can be quite 34lfjdsjfjsdfa !
HAHAHAHA.

and bun's sji jacket is comfy okay!
:D:D
later people think i got sji boyf.
HAHA. oh welllllll.

<3
This is a happy post. joel, you owe me ten bucks now (:

Mistakes

It was one thing to make a mistake; it was another thing to keep making it. I knew what happened when you let yourself get close to someone, when you started to believe they loved you: you'd be disappointed. Depend on someone, and you might as well admit you're going to be crushed, because when you really needed them, they wouldn't be there. Either that, or you'd confide in them and you added to their problems. All you ever really had was yourself, and that sort of sucked if you were less than reliable. - Jodi Picoult (Handle with care)

She expresses feelings that's hard to express in words so easily and accurately.
but i agree with yanjie. the ending of the book sucks :(
sigh.
her books really make me think. think too much sometimes.

IM TIRED /:

anyway i shall post pictures on Denise's birthday celebration on sunday!!! :D

Birthday Girl! 18 & sexy ! :D

Eileen & Bun

Alastair with his yummy food!

the burger damn big man!

heart-shaped yolk!

love ig 14! :)