you know how sometimes the truth is right there in front of you. but you keep denying and thinking otherwise?

is it time to accept the truth and move on? how would i know if it's the right thing to do, how would i know i would not regret and that i have made the wrong choice. 

the feeling. when you believe so much in something, only to find out in the end that it is not the way you thought it was going to be. 

is it worth it, going through all the pain again.

i guess i will feel too numb to care soon.

and i really hope that time comes soon.

never thought that it would be like this again. thinking positive when you know for a fact that it's not and will never be true is just lying to yourself. 

why can't things be right. 

i'm not expecting too much anymore.

but it's still the same.

hate the fact that i'm feeling like this. weak.