My cousins and me! :D
My lovely grandma :D
teehee.
cuties. (:
my nephew&niece. love.

Mine & Sooching's babies! :D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=adYbFQFXG0U

that video i saw in ann's blog. so touching luhhhhh! HAHAHA. i also cried after seeing. LOL. but so sweet. :D

- & i love your dimples. (:

:(

I cant do anything right/properly/well/whatever.
studying? no.
pretty? no.
smart? no.
cca? no.
everything? no.

what the hell can i do.

nothing.
good for nothing.
yeah.

i dont wanna go school. seeing some people just makes me worse.

ooooh, btw.
Yanjie came over and stayed overnight @ my house last monday! it was really funnnn. hope we can do this more often. and make sure we no more hwk! HAHA! ;D lallaa. <3
stayovers are niceeeeeeeee!

no, dont, dont let me go.

I hate school.
I hate home.
I hate it.
HATE HATE HATE.
FUCKING HATE.

pretending is just so fucking easy.
i should just pretend everything from now onwards.

all i can do is just cry.

Easier to Run -LinkinPark

It’s easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It’s so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone
Something has been taken
From deep inside of me
A secret I’ve kept locked away
No one can ever see
Wounds so deep they never show
They never go away
Like moving pictures in my head
For years and years they’ve played
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave I would
Sometimes I remember
The darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories
I wish I didn’t have
Sometimes I think of letting go
And never looking back
And never moving forward so
There would never be a past
Just washing it aside
All of the helplessness inside
Pretending I don’t feel misplaced
Is so much simpler than change
It’s easier to run replacing this pain with something numb
It’s so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone



IFUCKINGHATEMYPAST. !@$#!@$#