My cousins and me! :D
My lovely grandma :D
teehee.
cuties. (:
my nephew&niece. love.

Mine & Sooching's babies! :D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=adYbFQFXG0U

that video i saw in ann's blog. so touching luhhhhh! HAHAHA. i also cried after seeing. LOL. but so sweet. :D

- & i love your dimples. (:

:(

I cant do anything right/properly/well/whatever.
studying? no.
pretty? no.
smart? no.
cca? no.
everything? no.

what the hell can i do.

nothing.
good for nothing.
yeah.

i dont wanna go school. seeing some people just makes me worse.

ooooh, btw.
Yanjie came over and stayed overnight @ my house last monday! it was really funnnn. hope we can do this more often. and make sure we no more hwk! HAHA! ;D lallaa. <3
stayovers are niceeeeeeeee!

no, dont, dont let me go.

I hate school.
I hate home.
I hate it.
HATE HATE HATE.
FUCKING HATE.

pretending is just so fucking easy.
i should just pretend everything from now onwards.

all i can do is just cry.

Easier to Run -LinkinPark

It’s easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It’s so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone
Something has been taken
From deep inside of me
A secret I’ve kept locked away
No one can ever see
Wounds so deep they never show
They never go away
Like moving pictures in my head
For years and years they’ve played
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave I would
Sometimes I remember
The darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories
I wish I didn’t have
Sometimes I think of letting go
And never looking back
And never moving forward so
There would never be a past
Just washing it aside
All of the helplessness inside
Pretending I don’t feel misplaced
Is so much simpler than change
It’s easier to run replacing this pain with something numb
It’s so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone



IFUCKINGHATEMYPAST. !@$#!@$#

David in his suit which he agreeded to use for 7 days only
David in his 'bubble house'

Yesterday, i saw a documentary about this ' Boy who lived in the bubble '. :( it was sad man.

Less than 10 seconds after being removed from his mother's womb, David entered the plastic germ-free environment that would be his home for most of his life.The doctors had decided that a bone marrow transplant might give David's immune system a jump start; however they had expected that David's sister, Katherine, would be a match. Unfortunately, that was not the case.As the years went by, David moved to other environments in the hospital, each one bigger to fit him and the bubble.


David once said, "Whatever I do depends on what somebody else decides I do. Why school? Why did you make me learn to read? What good will it do? I won't ever be able to do anything anyway. So why? You tell me why."


he "served as a kind of tourist attraction for VIPs." LIKE WTH. when someone is sick or have rare diseases humans treat them like wtf man.


when suggested that David be removed from the bubble and let nature take it's course, Montgomery ( one of David's doctors )said, "For these many years we had had a success story, and should this happen, this would be the ultimate declaration that it was a failure, that the whole thing was a failure."


so obvious he was thinking about him being a success rather then for David's own good right! D:


Three years later, at the advice of the doctors who had encouraged David's parents to have David in the first place, David's parents decided to allow his medical team to perform an unmatched bone marrow transplant, with marrow donated by his sister Katherine.


LIKE WTH. they were using David as a human geniuea pig laaaaaa! like some kinda lab expt.


The 1984 transplant operation went well, and for a few months hope was high that David would be able to leave the bubble. A few months after the operation, David became sick for the first time in his life; he started having diarrhea, fever and severe vomitting from intestinal bleeding. These symptoms were so severe that David had to be taken out of the bubble for treatment. In response to a direct question from his father on whether he wished to be taken out of the bubble, David replied, "Daddy, I will agree to anything to feel better." Out of the bubble, he continued to get worse and sank into a coma; his mother was able to touch his skin for the first and last time before he died. He died 15 days later on February 22, 1984 of burkitt's lymphoma.





OMG LA ! SO SAD :( :( :(
ann also blogged abt it.

@ The Zoo during the holidays.

SooChing, QingHui, Me


preeety.
Ah Meng (statue) (:

so right.

I LOVE ANIMALS. and i had plenty of fun with QingHui, Sooching and her cuzzie. :D:D:D:D:D:D

ohoh.

Tmr, SCHOOL ! T.T
i am scared luh.
haha
:(
i hate those bubseelkslgk feeling in my stomach!

imisstheclickfive !
:( wth luh.
and im so frustrated at some people !
wthzx.

i miss so many people. :(

>cancerian© severe fangirling<3 says:
IS VANNIE THE SHORTEST KAYYYY
May ! says:
YA
May ! says:
CORRECT
May ! says:
LOL
May ! says:
u admit urself
May ! says:
funny



HAHAHHAHAHA. VANNIE ! HHAHAHA. :D

& K, i still cant get over you & your cuteness.