urgh please.

I totally screwed my amaths test today. i will be surprised if i can even get 5/30 ok. & yeah, i did badly in physics too. ha. im like gonna disappoint everyone including myself. damnn. the feeling is really blooody depressing . seriously. i just feel like shit.
i really want to get 6As, but now im like totally doubting this. i feel like it's impossible. :"( i dont know what to do luh.
& there's this totally uneccesary thing that's worrying me. ):
( sometimes, i dislike myself. )


i wanna cry so bad please.
i need a hug.