"That’s what happens sometimes. Friendships are lost, altered, damaged. People change, or you simply finally appreciate who they have been all along. And so you realize they don’t have a space in your life anymore. Doesn’t matter how long it’s been, how deep it’s gone. It happens, it ends. You move on."

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I really don't understand why you're like this? Am i really that insignificant to you. i should have know better and continued my initial intention of not caring. but you said you won't go away. so much for saying that luh. hate it.

Why do people keep leaving?

Only so much more i can take.

Schooool.

Kinder surprise is wayyyyyyyyyyy yummmier than kinder joy please.

totally love kinder surprise! :)

anyway, school is still horrible. idk what i would do without my super bum and nonsensical friends!

So hard to keep forcing myself to do work and study! totally hate it ttm please.

Sigh and that issue. totally hurting like shit. but i guess it's getting better each day. Trying my super best to avoid seeing that person in school (Y)

Mean i know, but i bet he doesn't even care since he has that whoever nowxz. tskkk.

Guys suck seriously. one moment this one moment that. whatthefuck.

And i thought we were good friends.

whatever luh. i seriously learn my lesson alr. just don't trust, don't care, don't bother.

Will confirm x inifinity end up getting hurt.

Say that i don't care but i still care? wtf. Why can't it be easyy to just not care?!

OMG, i should be totally focusing on studies please. why like that seriously.

life so shittttt?! :(

like i really wanna study? but whenever i'm like emotionally affected i just can't? damn pathetic and loserish i know! but I REALLY CANT! D:

sighhhhh.

HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW!!!!! :(

ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

awful much.

Rolling on my school field is so awesome! HAHAHHA.

Alfresco was sooooooooo fun!!! esp after closing the stallls. We ran around the track at night! damn funny. and seriously rolling on the field just made me damn happy? and there are a few pretty stars at night! more than i expected.

anyway. I'm gonna not care alr. i decided.

(:

CT's over! YAY.

Went to play lan with my classmates for the first time in my life after cts! and it was omg fun?! L4D2 ROCKS CAN?

hehe.

So surprised that i loved playing the game. although i really really suck! HAHA.

but i still gotta study quite a bit and catch up during this holiday :( and that sucksss. oh welll.

Gonna play lan again tmr i think with my ig! :) hehe.

and feeling quite sian recently? trying my best not to think of stuffs. hopefully everything will be alright soon! :)

I love my friends. eh sooching,sharlynn,qinghui,vannie,yanjie and all please meet up! :D

YES! I GOT A D FOR MY A LEVEL CHINESE (!!!!!!!!!) AWESOME OR WHAT. OMG LUCKILY I PASSED? OR ELSE MUST TAKE CLB :(

My school's chinese quite bad please! hahah! but the principal said our distinction improved from 9% to 13% HAHAHAH. :D

TMR is poooop's birthday! :D don't really know what to get him yet /: but gonna make a card for him! :D

oh and CT's next week! i damn scared please. must study very hard for the next few weeeeks! :D

i wanna watch Alice in Wonderland btw! :D:D

I like you? /:

sigh

anyway. going malaysia for the next 3 days! :) get to skip school for 2 days! not really a good thing as i wanna go ROCKFELLA!!!!! )': Can't see BMW perform anymore! tsk wth lor. hahahah i wanna see them perform Time is Running Out, Crazy Train and all thoseee! Surely damn awesome please !

/:

okay la. don't miss me ah yanjie. heh.

byebye! :)

my flu sucks btwzxzx :(

Confused feelings again. /: Maybe i'm thinking too much? idk /: sigh hateeeeee feelings(!!!)

anyways, i love yanjie so so so so so so so so much. really. /: I miss alot of other people too like sooching, qinghui and sharlynn. VANNIE ALSO. SIGHHHHHHHH. hopefully can meet them after my ct!

AND YA OMG CT IN TWO WEEKS?!?!?! T.T I'm still so far behind? I don't even know any of my jc1 stuff. i had to chance to promote but didn't make good use of the chance. sigh. I just wish i was more determined and hardworking? but yeah. i'm gonna try and study hard from now on i guess?

HAHA means i should prolly get off the comp. sigh.

oh yeahhh GG is starting again. conicidentally during my ct week! _|_ seriously. nevermind. GONNA WATCH GG AND SKINS AFTER MY CT! YES! so must study really hard now :D

I WANNA PLAY NOT STUDY ?!?!?! D: wahlaozx.

sigh. okayyyy.

BYE.

School again tmr. :( sucks much.

i miss youuuuu :O although i talked to you ystd and the day before! /:

ughhh. so weird and funny to miss you! HAHAH.

oh welll.

hope this feeling goes away really really soon :)

I CAN DO IT. SOMEHOW.

I must focus all my energy on studying instead. :)

and Yanjie, thanks for always(x 3254643) knowing and being able to understand how i feel. Without you, i would prolly think i'm crazy or smth!

I wish so much that we're in the same school /:

oh well. we can do it okay! :) we can!!! :D

By saying those things to me, it kinda hurt me somehow? haha, but yeah i guess i'm gonna choose not to care alr /: not caring (Y)

so anyway, HAPPY CNY & VALENTINE'S DAY!

sad for those couples that can't celebrate v day today!

OH AND I JUST WANTED TO CALL MY CUPBOARD A FRIDGE. OMG.

okay. anyway. i kinda created a tumblr.

lovehatelivedie.tumblr.com

hahaha! it's just for fun i guess.

I kept eating today? seriously. :( pineapple tarts are damn good .

ohoh, and i read the newspaper today. there was this article about this damnOmg spicy buffalo wings at some bar . and if you can eat finish a buffalo wing of spiciness level 30-35 your name can be on the wall !

I WANNA TRY??! anyone wanna accompany me?!!?! :D:D

i know yanjie would never :(

okay. so anyway. bye.

school still sucks balls.

i really miss you /: sucks? to miss someone when you are not even a bit significant to them. ugh. shouldn't have started talking to you again.

Feeling shit now. school's not better.

So much homework and everything and i'm not really doing anything about it.

need to get rid of my laziness.

Why must i feel.

i want to have no feelings at all.

:(

MUSE IS FREAKING AWESOME!

OMGGGGG MUSEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE (L)

didn't go school ystd and today! was tooo tired plus body ached like shit.

BUT OMG MUSE IS SO AWESOME!!! I wanna see them live again la!

SET LIST

1. Uprising
2. Supermassive Black Hole
3. Map of the Problematique
4. Resistance
5. Interlude + Hysteria
6. Stockholm Syndrome
7. Nishe
8. United States of Eurasia
9. Sunburn
10. Undisclosed Desires
11. MK ULTRA
12. Starlight
13. Time Is Running Out
14. Unnatural Selection
15. Encore
16. Exogenesis: Symphony Part I (Overture)
17. Plug In Baby
18. Man with a Harmonica intro + Knights of Cydonia

Didn't expect them to play sunburn!!! :D:D:D SUPER COOOOOOL PLEASE.

sigh totally missing them right now! MATT DOM CHRIS (L)(L)(L)(L)

The best concert that i've been to.

i miss it. /:

hearing my friends tell me thier plan and all. it's so sweet really. and i don't mind hearing and giving ideas :D

sigh. miss it /:

(U)

Happy New Year. :)

This year has been both awful and awesome.

Many regrets. But still..

One thing i will never regret is meeting some of the most awesome people ever.

My class and my ig.

I'll never regret meeting my awesome friends. love them to bits! :)

and of cause not forgetting my sec sch friends as well! Sooching, Yanjie, Qh, Sharlynn, Vannie, Pamela and so on.

I really hope 2010 will be an awesome year for me. I hope i would be able to push myself and work really really really hard for the upcoming A's. that's the most impt for this year i guess.

Although 3 of my awesome friends won't be in the same class as me next year. i hope our friendship will forever remain the same and continue to grow.

Hope everyone would have an awesome 2010 :)

see you!