this too shall pass.

okay, 

IDK! 

NOTIME!

numb.broken.empty.

may, you can do it (:

now i know.

i need to help myself . 

Thanks everyone who was trying to help me. (:

thanks.

Now, i need to mug my fucking ass off. 

i.do.not.want.to.retain.

i'm not going to give a @#$&@ about any other thing already.

i will try. 

at least.

try.

xoxo.

give me hope.
i love all of you who were there with me. you know who you are (:
i can never in my life ask for better friends.

you know how sometimes the truth is right there in front of you. but you keep denying and thinking otherwise?

is it time to accept the truth and move on? how would i know if it's the right thing to do, how would i know i would not regret and that i have made the wrong choice. 

the feeling. when you believe so much in something, only to find out in the end that it is not the way you thought it was going to be. 

is it worth it, going through all the pain again.

i guess i will feel too numb to care soon.

and i really hope that time comes soon.

never thought that it would be like this again. thinking positive when you know for a fact that it's not and will never be true is just lying to yourself. 

why can't things be right. 

i'm not expecting too much anymore.

but it's still the same.

hate the fact that i'm feeling like this. weak. 

HELLO ! I WATCING CINDERELLA ON ICE TMR (!!!) YAY!
i thought no one would wanna watch with me!? but my classmates want to! :D heh.
woohoo.

bye for now!
xoxo.

yanjie, ur swollen sprained foot! HAHAHHAHAHAHA BIGGER THAN YOU!!! ;X

just so you know, it hurts so bad. hope this passes. i really hope so. mistakes and mistakes over and over again. when will i learn to make the right one.
i need to be stronger. i need to change.

HAHAHA

HELLO. it's been like ages since i blogged right. oh wells. anyways last week i went to have lunch with YANJIE !!! super happy okay. she understands me and everything . no matter how silly or funny i sound , she still understand me. maybe we re aliens or smth. hmmmm. anyways i really hope we can go out agian soon. like real soon. it's been a million years since we last met.

and i also haven met sooching, qinghui and sharlynn for super super long too. :( let's meet soon okay. it's ur holidays now. but i still have school! wts ): come my house! HAHHAHAHA. but sooching, i will make sure there's no food in my house for you and vannie! YAY! :D

anyway school. soo tiring. like always. i've not started serious studying yet! hello may?!?! omg. if i retain i will just idk what?! :( lucky my friends so force me to study <3
hehehe


EILEENKHOO. I LOVE YOU!!!!!

<3 stay happy foreverrrrrrrrrrr
(!)

i love my family and friends :)

hahahahahah.
random,
bye!

HI CHERYL. i also told the ugly angmo that you think he's like superrrrr HOT. :)

kayy. bye! HOPEFULLY GOT PICTURES SOOOOOON!

ohoh i'v been watching movies hehehe. i watched the proposal, GI joe, UP ( YAY !), the orphan, haunting in connectictut (?!) .
SOOCHING, WE CANT WATCH FINAL DESTININATION. that sucksssss :(

oh wells.

BYEEE! love.

if it's real, we'll make it through

hi yingzhang :D
HAHA.

whattheshit. i seriously have nothing to blog. too boring , my life. seriously.
oh and im supposed to be doing work now?! but i really cant.

i am beginning to feel sucky every single day?
yanjie?!?! i really really really wish we were in the same school. so many things i wanna tell you? but i simply cant. cause it's quite hard as you're not here.

:(

noooooo, i am gonna be happy from now on. im not gonna care about uneccessary things in my life anymore. simply not worth it.
it freaking sucks that the person you care for doesnt really do the same? okay. i may be like over thinking and stuff. but really.
i wish i could __, __ , __ , __ .

seriously x infinity hope things will be much much much better SOON :)

i dont know what to do.